Hi,Im back :)

Its been about 9 months since Iv been here :o ... To be very honest with you I dont know why I havent been blogging,I cant use the excuse of "I havent had time"... Oh there's been plenty of time. I guess Iv been lazy,lazy to think about what I wanna say. Or maybe I just generally didnt know what to say.. Its been 9 months man,there's so much that's happenned and I really wanna just tell about what's been happening beween then and now.. Im not in the best of spaces and Ive been itching to return and to just vent on my online diary and to however cares about reading this. I really wonder if anyone really reads this... I might just be talking to myself.. but hey,it doesnt matter. Im going to post things anyway as a form of "therapy" . I need this....